It’s been a very long time since I last posted to this awful thing, and it’s frightening that a lot of my posts from many years ago still sting and feel the same when I read them… as if I had just written them yesterday and nothing has changed. Except, a lot has changed and I feel like a much more beautiful person now on the inside. I had a lot of rage and anger.

Now I just want to hug and be hugged.

timid:

I don’t understand how someone can act like they care about you one day, and the next day they just cut you out of their lives like you meant nothing to them

Either I’m just really shitty at picking friends or they all just really don’t know how to be decent people

I’m always around to drop whatever the fuck it is I’m doing for people and as soon as I ask for even the slightest attention or hang out or favor in return I just get blatantly ignored and blown off

Multiple times by multiple people

It wouldn’t suck as bad if just one person did this, but it’s literally ALMOST every person I actually give a shit about that can’t seem to give a shit about me back.

I’d be lying if I said it didn’t make me feel like shit and want to let out a good cry over it sometimes.

I’m done sorry gonna go whine into my wine get it ha ha get it

I hope you meet the right people in 2016, those who will appreciate you and won’t take you for granted. But if you happen to come across people who just want to use you, I hope you know when to walk away.

TW (via misjudgments)